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I miss you Tasha! Words are so hard to get out, knowing that your gone hurts me so much.
First I like to thank Natasha's family for giving my brother and I the privilege to say goodbye to Natasha at the funeral, it helped so much. I hope that we prevailed Natasha's personality with dignity. I'm so sorry that you had to lose your daughter and sister. She knew you loved her with all of your hearts, and she loved you with all of hers, so really she will never be gone, because she will always be in all our hearts.
I also know that she couldn't wait for Ian to have his baby, well, now Ian, your baby will have the most loving, caring, and heart-filled guardian angle ever, she/he will have Natasha.
Natasha was always there when I needed someone to hang out with. When I use to sell cigarettes along time ago, and decided to quit selling because of the trouble I was starting to get into, she was the only friend who stayed by my side. I guess you can say she was my only true friend because everyone else stopped coming around, and I thank you Tasha for that.
I'm sorry Tasha for not staying behind to watch the movie “The Four Brothers” with you the last time I seen you, it hurts that the last time I seen you, that you were pissed at me because I didn't stay. I'm so sorry and even though you forgave me for that over MSN, I wish I did stay, just to get that extra second with you. But I'm also glad that you were one of the last people in Peterview I saw before I came back here to St. John's in February, and that I gave you a hug as I was leaving the door.
Natasha was a great person, and I know that a lot of people didn't like to be around her for long periods of time, but Ivan and I could, don't ask me why, it was just that way. But like Ivan and I said in the tribute, she made herself known, and she still hung around with you, even if you didn't like it. This makes Natasha one of the greatest people to me, she was out there, and you knew that if you liked it or not!
Tasha, I love you, and will always love you as a cousin and a friend. When I came to Peterview to live for the first time, I had to see my cousin Brandon Blake because I knew him from Toronto. Well, he led me to Calvin Blake's, to where I meet you, on my first day to Peterview. You were going out with Travis Blake at the time, man oh man, you use to tell me stories about him that made me laugh like crazy. And then you were one of the last people I seen in Peterview before your accident. Anyone could tell that we were best friends, and there is no mistaking that, and I cry just thinking that you will never be seen again in this lifetime.
You were my card player, my eating partner, my movie watching friend, my arguer, my MSN friend, my use-to-be-drinking buddy (you know, before I got saved!), my try-anything-with-me friend, and just a friend, friend. No one is going to take your place, they can try, but it's just not going to happen. The emptiness that I feel will always be there, the hole in my heart that is clogged with my memories of you, will never be taken away. I miss you.
But I said goodbye in this world, and I can't wait to see you later, in the after life. I know you knew about God, and his wonders, so I have no doubt that you are with Him right now, and hence I'll see you there my friend, with the memories and good times. God keep her safe, I Pray.
